Simply because

I feel so down so depressed,..
so alone...
Or maybe I'm just stressed.
No, I don't think that's it...
Because it feels like I'm trapped in a pit.
It's dark down here,
I can't help feel alone and shed more then a tear.
I can't get out,
no matter how much I want to shout.
I won't ask for help,
because then I'll feel like a little whelp.
Who can't take care of herself...
No matter how much I *want* to move
I can't, like a rag doll on a shelve
I'm dying to escape,
trying to crawl out,
but I need help, need a hand.
Anyone to come along and understand,
to take my worries away,
and always stay.
To hold me close,
and never let go.
But I won't ask for it.
I'll put on a show.
Pretend I don't care,
to keep to myself and not share.
I wouldn't dare.
I'll hide inside myself because if I give in,
it'll feel like a sin.
To tell other what I really think,
to tell everyone how alone I really feel.
How long has it been since I started to sink?
I've always avoded the questions like an eel.
I've been slipping away for  ages it seems...
But I've been sinking so long...
It sounds like a beautiful song.
Because I've rehearsed it so many times.
Practiced it till it shines.
It's so bright no one can see clearly,
and I can hide easily.
So no one will ever know that I'm trapped and alone.
Simply because it is never shown,
and because I feel like I need to walk on my own.